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New Places.. Bravo UB
I spent allot of time wondering the internet ever since the internet became
somewhere I could access to try and figure things out...
It was only fairly recently I found a place like this...
I will admit I spent most of my time in the Adult baby community
somewhere I never felt wholly comfortable...
and only in the last year I felt able to step out into the AB community,,
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September 20, 2009, 09:55:23 AM
by Anonymous
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ever wanna just make your IK go away?
I've been have super trouble with accepting my IK. It got lots harder when Daddy yelled at me to grow up, that he wants a big me, that he doesn't want to be my babysitter and that I need to take care of myself. He was sick with the flu but I've been trying hard even before then to be more grown up and learn how to balance being big and letting my IK out but now it's like all sh
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September 04, 2009, 07:42:49 AM
by Dyfdd
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Lost Daddy?
I don't think I have a Daddy anymore. Sure, we are still together, but he is just not very Daddy-ish. When I say what I want/need I get the "yeah...yeah...yeah..." and promises that things will change. But they never do.
Do I mourn what was or do I move on and embrace what has become.
His accolades of love and adoration have not changed...the feelings of tende
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August 27, 2009, 08:00:18 PM
by Aunt Violet
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Common Themes
Dear Islanders,
Many of us share similar backgrounds and stories so let's share in a poll like way. Anonymous may be best for this. Answers can be yes or no for most of these but go ahead and write more if you want to share. This is just to see how common some of these are for us...no offense or hurt intended to anyone.
Your bio-age:
Are you a Lil or Guardian?
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August 14, 2009, 09:57:50 PM
by Anonymous
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How he fucked me up so well (a letter to my dad)
Dad,
I’m writing this letter as one that is never going to be sent to you but I need to let out my anger here so fucking lump it.
You’re a twat, an arsehole, a wanker, a cunt, a shit and a fucking depressive bottom. All you ever have is issues, no real feelings just fucking issues. If it’s not about cars or smoking it’s about environmental change and science. You don’t ever give up, just
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August 14, 2009, 05:00:48 PM
by raggamuffin
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broken
im broken.
not mine hart, not mine soul, not mine body (tho it aint in gud shape)
me.
an i dunno if i cud be fixed.
an im scared.
im so so so scared a hurtin him, an bein whut makes him go away.
i dunno whut ta do.
i dunno how ta fix me.
i need some real gud super glue an duct tape.
im so scared.
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August 11, 2009, 08:17:48 AM
by lil_jemma
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Childhood Sexual Abuse, aftermath
Warning ---> Childhood Sexual Abuse discussed
My mother only hit me once that I can remember. I was about
sixteen and my biofather had died recently. In most ways our
lives improved after he was gone. But our relationship suffered.
When he was alive she was the safe one, the good one, the
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June 30, 2009, 08:14:44 PM
by Little Mrs. Anna
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Dealing with diabetes, missing Mom, and just wanting to feel safe.
Okay, I needed to vent, so here I am. I am sooo overwhelmed right now. My rl Mom was my everything, and she passed away a couple of years ago. It is almost the second anniversary, and I don't know if I can face it. My ex still has a bunch of my things, including stuff that was Mom's, but she won't send it to me, I am sooo angry about that!!! &nb
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June 16, 2009, 10:04:40 AM
by lei
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Don't know....
Not too sure what to title this thread, but I didn't want to invade the space of someone else's blog to answer this. Soooo....I took Mr. Kouhei's quote from there and pasted it here so that I could say what I wanted to say without intruding. I hope you don't mind, Mr. Kouhei.
Quote from: Kouhei on April 12, 2009, 06:54:21 AM Even i
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April 12, 2009, 08:13:45 PM
by Anonymous
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Time line of why i never felt like a victim (not for llilones eyes)
WARNING WARNING WARNING WARNING WARNING WARNING WARNING WARNING
MAY BE TROUBLESOME FOR SOME TO READ,
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January 12, 2009, 08:50:29 PM
by Anonymous
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Sometimes I'm Daddy's Mommy
Not sure if this is the right place to put this, but after this morning, I wondered this: Is any little here ever Daddy's Mommy?
Sometimes my Daddy just needs a place to hide and feel safe. He turns into my little and I become his Mommy just by the seat of my pants... Although I'm good at bein' a Mommy, it takes me by surprise, and it takes me a few minutes to adjust and
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January 12, 2009, 05:56:20 PM
by lei
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Advise needed please!
SO I met someone offline. Things were nice. I spent overnight with him. The next AM we were watching tv and when I got upset when he was on his 2nd or 3rd show of basiclly ignoring me, he got very upset. He threw the remote across the room and screamed FINE. I said I was feeling like why am I here to be ignored? It's a 2 hour trip each way, and gas aint che
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January 11, 2009, 10:39:09 PM
by Anonymous
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to my biological dad
Push me, I can not fight back, and you must feel power like that, like you are in control (of what? Your feelings? Don’t make me laugh. You will never know control of yourself or anyone else.) You abandoned me, made me a monster and tried to force me to feel only what you did, about politics and issues not families and love. Oh yes, you are passionate, overpassionate, and you think you know about
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December 29, 2008, 05:19:29 PM
by Anonymous
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Strong At The Broken Places
Hiya,
I got given this book, "Strong At The Broken Places" for christmas which is a collection of child abuse survivor stories alongside therapy and healing help. I think it would be pretty interesting if some others got a hold of it too, be like a little self help book group but in group format. Whoever we are, we have one thing in common, in some way or another our childhoods wre
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December 26, 2008, 06:22:27 PM
by Bethany (sissy)
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contradiction? or not?
ehm ehm.. i got somethin i sooo want us to talk about.. if we can..
ok.. on another discussion group was posted a question from a "babygirl" wondering how she could want to be Daddy's sweet babygirl soooo much on one hand.. and want/need to be "abused" ( maybe not the best term considering the history of some of us h
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December 08, 2008, 05:36:40 PM
by Anonymous
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Learning Not To Trust So Much?
I let my little out to play a bit around most people I have grown close to. My friends accept my "quirky" ways, and it works out okay. Usually, Daddy is there hanging out with me, and my little is very well-behaved.
I do NOT let my little out to play in full force unless I am with people I completely trust to know and understand that it IS my little there playing.&
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September 17, 2008, 11:31:41 AM
by Sally Sally
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Any one else ever gone to or thought about going to therapy for weight issues?
And issues surrounding weightloss and healthy weight?
I've thought about maybe going to therapy for some of the food issues, I've had other issues I'd go for too, but you never know maybe, a therapist could help with working through some of the issues i have such as never wanting to feed myself, or why logging food an what I ate drives me batty pychologically an mak
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July 13, 2008, 02:24:27 AM
by Anonymous
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self mutilating thoughts
am feeling rather mad with the adult world, it's such a corrupt and depressing and as was lying in bed thinking about how much i wanted to cocoon and be kept safe from it one hand started grabbing the other palm trying to crush it which is really hard and nasty, I don't think it can probably be done but I sure furking wish it could. I hate my parents so much that I wish they were little
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April 21, 2008, 06:46:50 PM
by Anonymous
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bad relationships
Have sorta had a long series of bad relationships, well I think every relationship I've had has either been with someone needy and crying for help or me crying for somebody else's. Like, when I was in school I had lots of relationships with damaged goods because my heart always went out to them so I jumped in to save them.
Now am an adult I rarely have a love relationship and the on
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March 19, 2008, 09:10:35 AM
by Bethany (sissy)
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A room for those who practise alternative religion
Kris is skulking around the halls, wondering where to go. Notices a new door that has appeared in the wall. Hmmm, a perfectly square room, that every wall faces a primary direction; very interesting... I wonder if I could possibly convert it for people who wants a place for a quiet meditation, or even a ritual? As I ponder, an Ommpa-Loompa appears.
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February 21, 2008, 10:14:51 PM
by krissy28
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reading old topics
Sometimes I wander around reading old posts here, always going delving as Big as I can be. I just got done reading "Sexual Stockholm Syndrome" and it brought up a lot of feelings and thoughts. Just as a warning to others that might want to read it, there are a LOT of harsh memories and past hurts there. But it is thought provoking, and I just thought that
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January 06, 2008, 10:33:31 AM
by saffy
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Triggertown (a place to talk harsh realities)
The post wasnt my idea, and I do hope it won't get moved or anything, but Wendy suggested it to me privately because we're ik's who hd to face harsh reality and been through the wars- troopers or survivors or ex victims whatever name you want to put on it. It would be nice to have a place to talk through those dark areas that real children do feel and a true inner kid i believe is i
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December 11, 2007, 08:12:55 PM
by krissy28
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bad bad stuffs
so I spent half of yetherday afternoon wib de Bigger at a fair talking to another tv who we'd met afore in Daddy mode. (He started this time by saying he'd taken advantage when really he'd given me a good time, which made me feel guilty to begin wibs).
We started talking and got introduced to his little girl side. She was telling us how she'd gone across Clapham Common (ve
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July 02, 2007, 02:21:14 PM
by Bethany (sissy)
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acceptance
i know most people here have had their own problems being accepted by people in their lives, but here goes? why is it so hard to get people to accept someone being little on the inside? i know i am lucky to have found this place, but i have been a part time member here for over a year, and still have no real friends here, and absolutely no support for me irl. my husband is comple
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June 06, 2007, 01:34:44 AM
by Katrina
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What happens when the passion dies?
Hi everyone!
First of all, I really hope i'm posting in the right place. There are so many subforums that i'm still having difficulty figuring out where everything goes. I apologize in advance if i'm in the wrong place!
I generally don't post anything, I just read other posts but I wanted to ask you all something that's been troubling me f
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June 04, 2007, 01:59:46 AM
by Katrina
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whose problem is it
whose problem is it when they can't accept you as you are?
Whose the one with flaming issues when they insist you wear a flippign badge saying your a freak?
And there you are , accused of telling lies, accused of being a fucking manipulative, vindictive shit when it's them who just can't accept this is the real you the way I see. It's not what's on the outside,
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June 02, 2007, 01:36:22 PM
by Bethany (sissy)
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More Than One Daddy?
I'm new here, so if I posted in the wrong place, my apologies.
I'm also new age-play in r/l form. Just going about beginning has been quite a process, and it is presenting something of a query. To my delight, I am finding men who would like to daddy me, and they are not local (just as well since I live in smallsville). One is very distant (an ocean away).&nbs
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May 28, 2007, 11:52:12 AM
by Katrina
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using shame eroticly
I recently spoke to a therapist. i actually have been speaking to him for sometime. but anyway... he talked to me about a common theme in my fantasies is shame. i had never articulated that to myself, but as he talked i could only nod along because he was right.
basicly, i have all the right answers in my head.... that what happened to me as a child was not my fault. but i said somethin
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May 28, 2007, 11:23:09 AM
by Katrina
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Feeling Alone
(if in the wrong place please do feel free to move it)
I come to GI a lot. Not as much as I would like sometimes but I just feel this is the only place that anyone is almost like me in some way.
I just feel so alone. I feel so little and alone and I don't know what to do about it. How to change it. Is there a way to change it. The other day we were sitting in the mall en
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May 28, 2007, 10:47:34 AM
by Katrina
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how to deal
How do you deal when you discover the missing link in your past that fits everything into place but it's too sickening for you to cope with? It's disgustingly nasty, the worst thing that I could think about ever dealing with and it all makes sense but it just makes me want to be sick.
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January 01, 2007, 10:43:43 PM
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